Imposter syndrome hitting hard. I think the social media helped me with that?
This will pass. I hate complaining about this shit.
This post was really whiny and I pulled it, without thinking about the people who have subscribed to the blog. And the fact that the headline is scary and it went to twitter.
My apologies. The shame inducing overshare is one thing on the the long list of things that I want to free myself from.
Why not try the thing you haven’t tried yet (sticking with meds)? As the pills make you feel bad enough that you haven’t stuck with them, have you tried asking your doctor to adjust your dosage to where you /can/ stick with them? Alternatively, have you tried other ADD meds? You might be able to stick with some other prescription.
If your doctor won’t adjust your meds to where they’re bearable, they’re an asshole. Get another doctor.